Making Room: Cut Through the Noise

by Hilary Gibson
My dad recently sent me the following advent reflection from Dietrich Bonhoeffer:
“Celebrating Advent means learning how to wait… Not all can wait – certainly not those who are satisfied, contented, and feel that they live in the best of all possible worlds! Those who learn to wait are uneasy about their way of life, but yet have seen a vision of greatness in the world of the future and are patiently expecting its fulfillment.
The celebration of Advent is possible only to those who are troubled in soul, who know themselves to be poor and imperfect, and who look forward to something greater to come. For these, it is enough to wait in humble fear until the Holy One himself comes down to us, God in the child in the manger.”
I find Bonhoeffer’s words helpful in thinking about how to make room in my heart for Jesus. In so many moments of my day, I find myself fixated on everything but my own need for Christ. Instead, I’m focused on trying to achieve on my own. I’m distracted by emails, text messages, Slack pings, to do lists. I spend so much of my mental time and energy trying to manage everything so that I can project to the world that I’ve got it “together”. It’s as if I’m decorating and redecorating the interior of my life with all sorts of baubles and shiny objects. The reality is that these tokens are simply clutter, turning my mind and heart into a space that’s too crowded for Christ. In fact, sometimes it’s too crowded for me to even notice that there’s no room for my Savior!
Lord, cut through the noise and make us uneasy without you.

Anticipating Advent: Something Greater to Come

art by Bonnie Patterson

The Lord Himself will give you the sign, ‘Look!  The virgin will conceive a child!  She will give birth to a son and will call him Immanuel (which means “God is with  us”)’.
Isaiah 7:14

art by Bonnie Patterson

“The celebration of Advent is possible only to those who are troubled in soul, who know themselves to be poor and imperfect, who look forward to something greater to come.”
—Dietrich Bonhoeffer.


An Undeserved Peace

“He will proclaim peace to the nations”
Zechariah 9:10

“Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.” John 14:27


Our Messiah seems to love paradoxes.


Old Testament prophets spoke of the coming Messiah as one who would proclaim peace to the nations. However, once our Savior arrived in Jerusalem no peace seemed to come to the Israelites. Or at least not the peace they had expected. They continued to live under the rule of other nations, enduring persecution throughout the centuries. Where was the peace that the Old Testament prophets had spoken of? Were they all lying to us? Was Jesus lying to us? After all, he didn’t depart to heaven leaving behind him an earth full of peaceful people.


I get disillusioned when I look around at the world and my own life—seeing plenty of areas that are fraught with things that look nothing like peace. I long for comfort, but then I realize that comfort doesn’t equal a deeper knowledge of the Savior and what He came to bring.


“I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full.”


Only in heaven will we have true comfort and peace. As long as we are on this earth we will struggle against the powers of the devil and our flesh. However, these momentary struggles within our personal lives and the times of unrest in the world are meant to draw us to the Savior. He came to bear the weight of our sins in the most un-peaceful and uncomfortable way so that we might ultimately have peace. Peace in full measure. Peace completely undeserved.

“Peace means giving oneself completely to God’s commandment, wanting no security, but in faith and obedience laying the destiny of the nations in the hand of Almighty God”
~Dietrich Bonhoeffer

~Alexa Siebring

Resurrection Morning

Mary Magdalene went and announced to the disciples, “I have seen the Lord”; and she told them that he had said these things to her. 
John 20:18
Death cannot keep back love;  love is stronger than death.  The meaning of Good Friday and Easter Sunday is that God’s path to human beings leads back to God
~Dietrich Bonhoeffer
On that promised resurrection morn,
the Light, unable to be bound,
In Sovereign triumph over death,
Stepped forth to leave an empty tomb
By folly sealed with silent stone.

Two Seraphic servants of the light,
at once in blazing glory stood,
Striking guards with bolts of fear,
Who fell prostrate like men dead.
The stone was moved to fully open.

Heaven’s witness to a Sovereign act,
is voiced aloud from age to age,
Witness to prophetic spoken words,
Death where is your victory, your sting?
The morning star is risen indeed.
~Pastor Jack Matheis

If We Only Knew

As he approached Jerusalem and saw the city, he wept over it and said, “If you, even you, had only known on this day what would bring you peace—but now it is hidden from your eyes.
Luke 19:41-44

We have come again to Passiontide, and again we must collect our thoughts that we may understand what it means…
Jesus knows what that means.  It means debasement, revilement, persecution.  It means being misunderstood.  It means hatred, death, the cross.
And he chooses this way from the very outset.  It is the way of obedience and the way of freedom, for it is the way of God…And we are going with him, as individuals and as the church.
We are the church beneath the cross, that is, in disguise.  Yet here as well, all we can do is realize that our kingdom, too, is not of this world.
~Dietrich Bonhoeffer

Jesus is reported to have wept only twice in the gospels.  When informed His friend Lazarus was dead, He weeps in response to the grief and lack of faith demonstrated by friends and family even though they knew Jesus’ power to heal and restore.  The second time was on this day, Palm Sunday, as triumphantly He approaches Jerusalem and stops, looks down upon the city, knowing what lay ahead.   This time the stakes were not the loss of one life, but the loss of an entire city due to the unbelief and lack of faith of its people.

Indeed, Jerusalem, still torn between factions, faiths and fanatics, has not really known peace ever since.

I am struck by the compassion shown in those tears.  These are not tears of self-pity, nor anticipation of His own imminent personal suffering, but tears shed over the continued blindness of mankind.  They expected the militant entrance of a victorious king, so were unaware their salvation rode into their midst on a donkey’s colt.

Those sacred tears were never for Himself, but for us.  Human tears rolling down the face of God–Divine tears washing the face of man.

Peace no longer is hidden from us.   Now we know.
~Emily Gibson

A Great Gap Torn

Heidelberg Catechism Question and Answer 1:

Q: What is your only comfort in life and in death?

A: That I am not my own, but belong with body and soul, both in life and in death, to my faithful Savior Jesus Christ. He has fully paid for all my sins with His precious blood, and has set me free from all the power of the devil. He also preserves me in such a way that without the will of my heavenly Father not a hair can fall from my head; indeed, all things must work together for my salvation. Therefore, by His Holy Spirit He also assures me of eternal life and makes me heartily willing and ready from now on to live for Him.


Where God tears great gaps we should not try to fill them with human words.
They should remain open.
Our only comfort is the God of the resurrection,
the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ,
who also was and is his God.

~Dietrich Bonhoeffer from “Circular Letters in the Church Struggle”

No greater gap was torn
than when Christ was separated from the Father,
choosing suffering
on behalf of his brothers and sisters
by paying with his life
a ransom we could never satisfy,
so dead broke are we
and captive to our sin.

Only the Word can fill
what remains open and gaping,
until we accept the comfort of his grace
freely given.

Grace great enough
to fill every hole
bridge every gap
bring hope to the hopeless
and restore us wholly to our Father
who was and is
the one and only God.
~Emily Gibson

No Need to Worry

Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes?
Matthew 6:25

…difficulties are magnified out of all proportion simply by fear and anxiety. From the moment we wake until we fall asleep we must commend other people wholly and unreservedly to God and leave them in his hands, and transform our anxiety for them into prayers on their behalf:
With sorrow and with grief…
God will not be distracted.
~Dietrich Bonhoeffer in Letters from Prison

When one is a four-star top-rate three-dimensional worrier, even to the point of worrying about worrying, it is hard to let go of what seems like a profound and necessary activity.  The earth is still spinning simply because I am worrying enough that it might not.  The sun comes up each morning, because I have worried sufficiently during the night that it might not.  My next breath, my next heart beat — all dependent on whether I worry well enough, long enough, deeply enough and really get tied up in knots over it.

Worry becomes a huge distraction from living life, but God is not distracted by it, so why should I?
He says stop worrying.  Just stop.  Let go and leave the details to Him.

Life is much more than worry, and yes, life can be painful, full of tears, and not as comfortable as we would like.  Yet worry keeps us from life’s joy and rest and love, so much so that we end up missing out on the best parts by our clinging to worry.

Jesus’ prayer in the Garden of Gethsemane : “Abba, Father,” he said, “everything is possible for you. Take this cup from me. Yet not what I will, but what you will.”  Mark 14:36 expresses His very human worry and anxiety but is a model for us when we face something overwhelming.   Jesus places Himself firmly in His Father’s care, acknowledging God’s sovereignty in all things, and His divine purposes.   Jesus admits He wants something other than God’s plan right at that moment.  He is deeply worried.

But He leaves it up to God.
As should we.
As must I.

~ Emily Gibson

“You are never alone in suffering.  Worry will tell you that you need to carry the burden on your shoulders; Immanuel — God with us– says, ‘I will carry it for you.’
When you fall into the trap of worry and believe that you’ve been abandoned by God, you  won’t run to Him for help.  But when you believe that God was, is and always will be there for you, you can run into His loving arms and find rest.”
~Paul Tripp, The Trap of Worry


The Embrace of God

So he got up and came to his father. But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and felt compassion for him, and ran and embraced him and kissed him.
Luke 15:20

“I’m still discovering, right up to this moment, that it is only by living completely in this world that one learns to have faith. I mean living unreservedly in life’s duties, problems, successes and failures, experiences and perplexities. In so doing, we throw ourselves completely into the arms of God.”
Dietrich Bonhoeffer

There are plenty of mornings when we climb out of bed and are uncertain how to meet the obligations of the day. The troubles we face can seem so overwhelming — we can’t do it without help and encouragement. Without that support, it can be tempting to turn and run, or hunker and hide.

Instead too many of us choose to battle through troubles alone, relying solely on the strength of our own feeble problem-solving skills, or our frail muscle power to persevere.  Some rely on the seductive fickle embrace of the bottle or other addictions to get through the day.

Like the prodigal son who sought to avoid the responsibilities of life, now at the end of his rope and options, unable to rely solely on his own wit or charm or skill to survive, we too must face head-on our troubles and seek out our Father’s compassionate and forgiving embrace.  We are asked to gratefully surrender our supposed autonomy; He graciously surrendered Himself to sustain us eternally through times like these.

We need to throw ourselves wholly and holy into the welcome of His sacrificial embrace.
~Emily Gibson

As If We Were There

Surely he took up our pain 
and bore our suffering,
 yet we considered him punished by God,
 stricken by him, and afflicted.
But he was pierced for our transgressions,
he was crushed for our iniquities;
 the punishment that brought us peace was on him, and by his wounds we are healed.
Isaiah 53:4-5

And how shall we pray those psalms of unspeakable misery and suffering, the meaning of which we have hardly begun to sense, even remotely?  We can and we should pray the psalms of suffering, the psalms of the passion, not in order to generate in ourselves what our hearts do not know of their own experience, not to make our own laments, but because all this suffering was real and actual in Jesus Christ.
~Dietrich Bonhoeffer

We just passed the third anniversary of the 3-11 (earthquake/tsunami/nuclear) disaster. Many of us who are personally connected to it still feel a very immediate and emotional bond and let that bleed out into our social media posts. But I observed that the overall reaction was generally limited, even tepid, in comparison to other years. And there was some discussion (not on mine but observed) equivalent to: time to let it go and move on with your lives. And this is true on some level. We shouldn’t wallow in it or make it about us. But we do need to remember that it really happened, and it still is having a profound affect on Japan, the Japanese, and on us.

All the unimaginable horror and suffering of 3-11, 9-11, and the rest of the nightmares we have observed or experienced in our lives, pale in comparison to what Christ endured for us. If we can’t even begin to imagine the horror of someone caught in the Oso mudslide, how do we begin to comprehend and interact with Jesus’ experience? Perhaps it is best kept in the abstract: out there, holy. If it is unspeakable, why talk about it? But Bonhoeffer gives us a formula for interacting with this “unspeakable misery and suffering.” He calls on us to not only read, but to turn into the active act of prayer the words of Christ’s suffering and passion. Not, he says, so we can be empathetic or to seek understanding about what can’t be understood. Not so we can make it about us. But because it happened. Really. And it affects us every day because as a result of His suffering, we are healed. Treat Christ’s death as if we were there. Treat it like it was this morning. Say the words prayerfully, respectfully, and with awe and tears. Gratefully.
~Brian Vander Haak

The Fuel for Suffering

“God is a God of bearing”

1 Corinthians 13:4-7


Give me strength to bear what you send, and do not let fear rule over me.
~Dietrich Bonhoeffer from ” Prayers in Times of Distress”

As I write this, some dear friends of ours are homeless; nearly all of their possessions have been lost or destroyed at the hands of an angry mob. In a matter of hours, their future became tenuous. Their losses aren’t a result of foolishness on their part; they were following God’s call, walking through doors that only God could have opened. They were seeking to be obedient, and it has cost them.
Our response to suffering says much about our motives for following Christ. In the gospels, Jesus gives some grim promises of suffering to those who follow him. And yet, just as surely as we are guaranteed suffering, we are exhorted to live in love, to actively reject self-seeking ways, anger and bitterness (I Corinthians 13). But this is hard, because suffering is nearly always linked to injustice, nearly always having to do with badly behaved people taking what is precious to you.
What is our fuel?  What could possibly arm us to be gracious in the face of losing what the greater world sees as our rights? Wendell Berry writes that we are a cumulative of the love borne down to us from our parents and theirs before them. Or, to put it Biblically, “we love because he first loved us.” There is no other power for suffering than Christ’s love.
This is the life Christ lived for us. This is the mystery we are empowered to demonstrate, and by which the outside will always be baffled.
Thanks be to God! Even in the midst of our losses, we can be confident that He is utterly trustworthy. After all, who can doubt someone who offers his only son?
~Breanna Randall